AntipodeanSF Issue 323

By Dorian Blackwood

She submerged in the bath, tracing circles on the surface of the boiling water with her fingertips. There’d been such fanfare when she’d unveiled her latest marvel of modification, a skin that could render the wearer impervious to the dangers of extreme temperatures, which never bruised or blemished, and never bled when cut.

But she hadn’t made it for them. She had made it for him, and it was his hands she imagined moving over her skin now in slow, sensual motions; washing her clean of the filth of the outside world. 

When her excitement for what was to come threatened to distract her, and ruin her focus, she pressed her thumb to the inside of her wrist. ‘Alice, I want a moderate heartrate and blood pressure within a normal range,’ she said. An angelic halo of light illuminated the edges of her thumb from beneath her skin, and she felt calm and centred again.

Smiling, she rose from the bath. Once dried, she wrapped herself in her robe. He liked her best like this, bare skin that needed no embellishments.

In the bedroom, she was careful to avoid the connecting cables as she knelt over his newest form, her latest creation, and pressed her lips to his with the fervour of worship. ‘Alice,’ she murmured. ‘Begin the mind transference, and record the results under the file for Experiment Thirty-Two.’

Silver light filtered through the cables. He began to thrash, chest heaving and mouth opening wide as if he meant to swallow her whole, although he couldn’t break the restraints. Tears sparkled like diamonds against his skin. ‘No! No, no! Please — not again! Not again!’ he sobbed. ‘Please, let me die! Let me —’

She grew cold and withdrew. ‘Alice, terminate the experiment. There’s been an error in the transference.’

The failure beneath her choked, convulsed, and fell limp.

She turned from it, swallowing the bitter, ashen taste of her disappointment. When she’d collected herself, she spoke again. ‘Alice, mark this record as a failure. He wouldn’t speak to me like that. He loves me, he’d want to be here with me again. I know it.’

A soft ping told her it was done.

‘Now,’ she said, ‘open a new record. Label it Experiment Thirty-Three.’

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About the Author

dorian blackwood 300Dorian Blackwood is an aspiring Australian author who grew up devouring books of all genres.

Over time they were particularly drawn to darker tales, gothic novels and weird fiction.

These stories introduced them to beings out of space and time, haunted houses and haunted people, and paintings that could capture the soul.

When not reading, they love to sit down and tell stories with friends through table-top roleplay games. If they’re not doing that, they can be found sewing up a storm in their craft room!

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Issue Contributors

Meet the Narrators

  • Ed Errington

    ed erringtonEd lives with his wife plus a magical assortment of native animals in tropical North Queensland.

    His efforts at wallaby wrangling are without parallel — at least in this universe.

    He enjoys reading and writing science-fiction stories set within intriguing, yet plausible contexts, and invite readers’ “willing suspension of

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  • Mark English

    mark english 100Mark is an astrophysicist and space scientist who worked on the Cassini/Huygens mission to Saturn. Following this he worked in computer consultancy, engineering, and high energy research (with a stint at the JET Fusion Torus).

    All this science hasn't damped his love of fantasy and science fiction. It has, however, ruined his

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  • Tim Borella

    tim borellaTim Borella is an Australian author, mainly of short speculative fiction published in anthologies, online and in podcasts.

    He’s also a songwriter, and has been fortunate enough to have spent most of his working life doing something else he loves, flying.

    Tim lives with his wife Georgie in beautiful Far

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  • Sarah Jane Justice

    Sarah Jane Justice 200Sarah Jane Justice is an Adelaide-based fiction writer, poet, musician and spoken word artist.

    Among other achievements, she has performed in the National Finals of the Australian Poetry Slam, released two albums of her original music and seen her poetry

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  • Barry Yedvobnick

    barry yedvobnick 200Barry Yedvobnick is a recently retired Biology Professor. He performed molecular biology and genetic research, and taught, at Emory University in Atlanta for 34 years. He is new to fiction writing, and enjoys taking real science a step or two beyond its known boundaries in his

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  • Emma Gill

    Emma Louise GillEmma Louise Gill (she/her) is a British-Australian spec fic writer and consumer of vast amounts of coffee. Brought up on a diet of English lit, she rebelled and now spends her time writing explosive space opera and other fantastical things in

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  • Michelle Walker

    michelle walker32My time at Nambucca Valley Community Radio began back in 2016 after moving into the area from Sydney.

    As a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ, I recognised it was definitely God who opened up the pathways for my husband and I to settle in the Valley.

    Within

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  • Geraldine Borella

    geraldine borella 200Geraldine Borella writes fiction for children, young adults and adults. Her work has been published by Deadset Press, IFWG Publishing, Wombat Books/Rhiza Edge, AHWA/Midnight Echo, Antipodean SF, Shacklebound Books, Black Ink Fiction, Paramour Ink Fiction, House of Loki and Raven & Drake

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  • Laurie Bell

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    Laurie Bell lives in Melbourne, Australia and is the author of "The Stones of Power Series" via Wyvern's Peak Publishing: "The Butterfly Stone", "The Tiger's Eye" and "The Crow's Heart" (YA/Fantasy).

    She is also the author of "White Fire" (Sci-Fi) and "The Good, the Bad and the Undecided" (a

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  • Carolyn Eccles

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    Carolyn's work spans devising, performance, theatre-in-education and a collaborative visual art practice.

    She tours children's works to schools nationally with School Performance Tours, is a member of the Bathurst physical theatre ensemble Lingua Franca and one half of darkroom —

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  • Merri Andrew

    merri andrew 200Merri Andrew writes poetry and short fiction, some of which has appeared in Cordite, Be:longing, Baby Teeth and Islet, among other places.

    She has been a featured artist for the Noted festival, won a Red Room #30in30 daily poetry challenge and was shortlisted for the

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  • Chuck McKenzie

    chuck mckenzie 200Chuck McKenzie was born in 1970, and still spends much of his time there.

    He also runs the YouTube channel 'A Touch of the Terrors', where — as 'Uncle Charles' — he performs readings of his favourite horror tales in a manner that makes most ham actors

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  • Alistair Lloyd

    alistair lloyd 200Alistair Lloyd is a Melbourne based writer and narrator who has been consuming good quality science fiction and fantasy most of his life.

    You may find him on Twitter as <@mr_al> and online at <...

  • Tara Campbell

    tara campbell 150Tara Campbell is an award-winning writer, teacher, Kimbilio Fellow, fiction co-editor at Barrelhouse, and graduate of American University's MFA in Creative Writing.

    Publication credits include Masters Review, Wigleaf, Electric Literature,

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